Love lost

One day while walking down the hill
I saw her standing in the morning chill
Her face penetrating to my deep desires
With the look which I would ever admire

I dreamed of fantasy with all my spirit
I was in love that was god's merit
Yes, with an innocent essence of soul and heart lay
She took my heart away

I saw her everyday to satisfy my emotions
I loved her truly with true devotion
She was my prayer, she was my life
She was an inseparable part of mine

I knew she loved me too
But silence was joyous as the beam ray
This beautiful exchange of silent words
Was eternal in all the ways

A year passed and it was the same day
As usual I went down the hill but saw nobody today
Where was she, where had she gone?
I waited but no one came

I wanted to reach her
But drifting line loc stood in the way
Setting me apart, hurting my soul
Loc, as they say-the line of control

She never came back
I never saw her again
I stood evaluating in silence-
Whether love lost or yet to gain

I thought I would forget her
I tried but I couldn't
Her memory for me would remain
As a pre-requisite element for living

Separation is the part of my life
Be it now or forever
She wasn't made for me
But I would be her's forever.

VIJAYA